Maybe

I take a long deep breath 

and sigh incidentally 

I'm not empty, mind you

just... aimless maybe

There is so much to me

Songs n life n poetry

All of it n still nothing

its just..  scattered maybe

I use words like fernweh and passion

and stare at the clouds endlessly

I write sometimes 

but its... soulless maybe

I see life

witness moments

I just don't live at all

I'm just... helpless maybe

Sometimes I scream inside

sometimes I jump with joy

music exhilarates and literature calms me

I'm just.. intricate maybe